Keep Moving Forward

I wanna go get a job and keep it while being organized at the same time. I wanna go to my school with confidence and not be afraid that I dressed ugly. I want to go to a university instead of community to start and stay focused. I want to buy everything for my son. Anything and everything he needs with MY money. I want to be able to drive from place to place instead of asking for rides. I want to be able to do all kinds of things without having any negative thoughts. I want to be able to do AP but its too late now. I want to do things that I can do without thinking something is holding me back.

I want to make something out of myself .. NOW!